Stuck

I really don't know where I'm headed to in life right now, no goal, nothing. It's the final semester in school, and I honestly question myself every single day in class "Why am I here?". I used to enjoy what I'm doing, but ever since 2 of our lecturers left, the lessons in school are pointless. Why? We're really not learning anything at all. The 4 hours spent in class are spent on doing work we've learnt during Year 2 and not taught on what we're suppose to be doing for this module. 7 weeks into school and we're all stuck with doing this.

Juggling with 2 major projects at one go, I swear I'm going mental. Not to mention, I lost my hard disk with all my past work, and I'm supposed to work on my portfolio this semester. I seriously am on the verge of breaking down and I don't know how much more I can take.

I hate school. I hate the changes they made. I hate that it's making me lose the motivation I used to have. I don't even want to stay in school till 9pm to do my work. It just isn't the same anymore.
I might seem nonchalant towards everything, but it really bothers me that this matters so much to me and yet I'm no longer driven to do my work.

And the worst part, I'll be disappointed with myself and my grades will suffer at the end of all this.

I just want to curl up and cry now.

I'm sorry but I really needed to rant because every time I try to talk to someone about this, it didn't seem like they could understand how depressing this is.